Monday, November 26, 2007

On my mind

I don't hate you, I no longer love nor respect you though. What you did was a horrible, stupid, thoughtless thing to do and I will NEVER forgive you for it.

I always thought I'd be the one to break up The Girls, I guess in a way I am doing that, but it's your fault. You had no right to say the things you said, even if you did mean them. Bitch. And you certainly should not have posted them on myspace, even though now it's gone and no one will see it ever again. The point stands that people did see it. I hate you for doing that.

You'll never "steal" him from me, he doesn't like you. He loves me and I love him. Whether you believe it or not, I couldn't care less. He's not just using me for sex, so stop trying to plant that idea in my head, I don't believe you. I don't want you talking to him, not because I don't trust him and not because I'm threatened by you. But because I don't want you being invovled in my life anymore, I don't want you knowing things you don't deserve to know and I don't want him "flirting" with you when he isn't and you taking it the wrong way.

Your scrapbook pages are ugly, your hair is ugly, your body is ugly, and to top it off, your ugly on the inside. Oh, and I hate your poems...they suck.
Your a terrible friend and a bad person, it's no wonder people like me better. And I'm not saying that to sound concited, I'm saying it because it's true. Most everyone I've ever asked has either hated you or liked me better. It's almost sad, but when you think about how you treat people you can't help but realize it's true.

You treat everyone around you like crap because you don't like yourself, and when your sad you bring everyone else around you down to pick yourself up. You tease people when you have no room to talk, and when you do have room to talk you abuse the power. You complain constantly about never having a real boyfriend and when you do get one you break up with him a week later because of one flaw. If you didn't completely eliminate boys because you don't like one thing about them, you could have a chance to be happy. You won't take blonds or big guys but your in love with a boy with burn scars and half a toe and you dated one with a hairlip...
The only ones you do find near perfect live millions of miles away and the others are probably 45 year old pedophiles.

Your jealous of me because I finally found someone great, so you do things to try and ruin our relationship. Your a poison, a venom who kills everything. You talk about your friends behind their backs and destroy some of the best things you have...then cry about it later. You sobbed over an asshole who treated you like shit and never liked you, a boy you had no chance with to begin with...and yet, who made out and snuggled with that same asshole? Oh yeah, ME. Does that not prove who the better person is yet?

You say I insulted you by calling your sister a bitch, but you know she's said worse about me. If she didn't act like one I wouldn't call her one. You shouldn't have told her what I did with Ethan, or how old Alexx is...your stupid. Those were secrets between us and us only. But you don't know when to keep your mouth shut. Your close to your sister...great, but I'm close to Alexx and Laura, but I keep your secrets away from them. Why couldn't you do the same for me? Your sister not only hates me, she thinks I'm a slut too. Great. And for the record, I never did like her...even before she said those things about my boyfriend. She's always been a bitch. Opening her mouth and saying things about me and my life made it no better.

She wants to call me ugly? Maybe she should take a look in the mirror and invest in some ProActive...and call the STD clinic, because she's a walking ad for herpes.

Yes, I went there. I was sick and tired of holding all this in. I want nothing more than to say this all to your face, but I won't...because I don't want to get suspended or fist fight with you...I don't want to hurt you mentally, emotionally, AND physically.

Your pathetic, you always have been pathetic and you will be like that forever. Why don't you just grow up and get lost? Do the world a favor.

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