My Girls.

Catherine: The one to talk to. The one to trust. The one who cares what others think. This girl is awesome. She's great to talk to and hang out with. She's kinda preppy but that makes her Catherine. She's the one that tells you to shut up cause she's embarrased. She's the one that plans months ahead and hides everything. She has her annoying moments and at times you just want to slap her, but she's ours and we love her.

Shelby: The one to laugh with. The one to dance in the rain with. The one that's so hormonal it's insane. The one who wears her heart on her sleeve. She'll start crap with anyone who messes with us. She's the one that'll listen to you bitch and then make you laugh about the most ridiculous things. She insults you and slaps super hard but her good generally outweighs her bad so we love her too.

Natalie: The outrageous one. The one who gets the guy she doesn't deserve and doesn't care what anyone thinks about her. The one that will let you cry on her shoulder about anything and give advice because she's been through it all. The one that tells it straight up and doesn't sugarcoat. The "experienced" one. The bubbly one that gets along with almost everybody. She can be obnoxious and secretive but she's always there for her girls so we love her too.

Shelby, Natalie, and Catherine. We are the girls. We are like a walking book, we have so many inside jokes and stories that it's hard to keep track of it all. People think we're triplets cause we're always together. We've all been through our crap but we always know where to turn. We're loud, we're crazy, we're spontanious, we're cool in our own minds. We may seem alike but we are all toally different. We have our own stories to tell. We are The Girls.

Drey: The Story

Drey Michael Cantrelle. I guess I should start at the beginning. I remember the day I met him...back when he was dating Khaki. We were standing in the lunch line and he spun around and asked if I listened to MCR. I said a little bit and he asked about The Used...I told him I love the Used like wow! We hung out at recess and everyone told me how we were just alike...he was like a male me. It was awesome (at the time) Later on in that month we hooked up for a few days. We weren't sure if we were dating so we stopped hanging out...that afternoon we made it official...he asked me himself. We dated for a few days then just stopped hanging out. Later on in the year feelings progressed. He gave me my first kiss on October 7th at a party he had. It was great...then later that night we were alone outside and we gave me my first french kiss...it was everything a kiss should be...slow, sweet, soft, perfect. We weren't dating though. There was a lotta drama revolving around that boy...he flirted with my best friend then told her he loved me...he was really screwed up. One day our Literature teacher took us to a play. Drey and I say next to each other. The lights went down, that's when we got cozy. He put his hand on my knee and slowly worked his way up. I really liked him so I didn't mind and let him do what he pleased. Meanwhile I was having some fun of my own with him...then we just laced hands and watched the play. On the bus home we sat together...we joked around, he did what he wanted again...then said something about "I love you too much" That started more inner termoil for me...Drey is the kind of boy that wears a shirt that says "I'm the guy your mom warned you about" and can mean it. He's a drama causer...he ruined my relationships with Ray...he fucked with my emotions and my friends, and yet...I still have feelings for him. I dream about him...I don't know what he has that appeals to me...I mean he's a total dick (not to me really) and a horrible serial cheater...but I don't know. I just want a staight answer from him...we made out in the bathroom one Thursday...he didn't know it but that was always a fantasy of mine: making out in the bathroom (not with him persay). Drey is a story what more can I say about him really. I'm sure there'll be more to this story.

Today...

Was weird. Nothing really happened until recess...Dylan really upset me...all he wanted to do was talk to Katie...he's done nothing but shove us all away. He said something really rude and I slapped him in the face, not hard though and walked off. I changed my mind and came back...then he said something really really rude so I back handed him, hard. I walked away, let him be with his precious Katie. I came back to find him with his head in his hands. I apologized and tried to make him smile. I told him what was bothering me and he just doesn't understand, he's understood everything until now.

Shelby and Catherine are keeping secrets from me again. It doesn't really bother me but I know that they are doing it on purpose, teehee-ing in front of me to watch me get upset, but what they don't realize is that I DON'T CARE. So yeah. Shelby is flirting with Drey again. It makes me sick and she thinks I'm jealous. I'm NOT. I just don't want to see him hurt her again. I may be a little jealous but nothing serious. I'm not gonna ruin a friendship over it. I told Shelby she needs to stop hurting me and Catherine. That is isn't funny, it's painful. She says she finds it funny. No wonder no one wants to date her, what boy would want to date a girl that could beat them up? Catherine made me mad today...I was already in a bad mood when she sat against the pole where I wanted to sit and would not move...it just really pissed me off.

Stupid Drey is being himself again...playing with people. I don't care if he "loves" me or whatever. I don't care if he flirts with Shelby. I don't care if he makes out with me in a bathroom. I don't care about what we had or what we could have had. I just wish he could give me a straight answer for once in his life.

Ray pissed me off. (Everyone is today). He called me and kept asking what's wrong, over and over. I told him numerous times to just leave me alone, I'll talk when I'm ready. But no, he pestered and pestered and just wouldn't stop. And now he's pestering me about being in love with someone else. He never knows when to quit and just let me have alone time. I had to turn my phones ringer off.

I'm just...tired with everyone around me...plain and simple. Everyone.